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was wondering if anyone else has read and what they thought. Heresy or enlightening?
For a while now, I've been looking for a deeper, more personal relationship with God, but haven't been able to find it. I hear testimony from fellow Christians about this wonderful relationship they have with God. How they talk to Him and they can feel His presence and He responds maybe not verbally, but they "hear" Him.
So a friend, who isn't a churchgoer but spiritual nonetheless, gives me this book and tells me I HAVE to read it. So I did and I have to say I'm intrigued. The picture this author paints of the Trinity -- specifically God resonates within me. In the book God is personified as a motherly black woman and spends a weekend with the main character, Mack ministering to him in amidst the tragedies Mack has experienced and the resentments he has amassed towards God. However, the author seems to insinuate that God is fully male and female and yearns to have deeper and more meaninful relationships with all His/Her children.
Still at the end of the day, I am left with this one question, "HOW?" How do we find or achieve such a relationship? I'm simply not satisfied with the one-sided relationship that I've been told by the church is a "relationship" with God. I've been told that God hears me when I pray and that praying is essentially conversating with God. But in my mind there needs to be two sides in a conversation. When I talk to my husband and he is simply staring at the TV, I need verbal cues from him so that I know he is listening or I at least need him to make eye contact. Why should I expect anything less in a conversation with God? I want to know God is there. I want to know God is listening. I want to feel God's presence, hear His voice maybe not a big booming voice that everyone else can hear, but His voice whispering in my ear. That's what a relationship is, right?
It's been a long time since I've even felt the presence of God, so long in fact I question whether I ever really felt it or did I just get caught up in some really good preaching. So what do y'all think?
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