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I'm the parent of a toddler, no other kids. I'm 42 and she just turned 3. My husband is at home too, but he is disabled from physical issues as well as mental ones. I was a stay-at-home transcriptionist way before I became a mother and I am overwhelmed with it all.
My husband is there for us maybe 50% of the time, which just isn't cutting it. He is my only source of support, as we have no family, no friends (thank you isolating career move), and we just can't afford to hire any help, as baby sitters and mother's helpers are looking for $11/hour or more! I'm lucky if I make that myself!
As you all well know, distractions are production killers. When I don't produce the lines, not only does my paycheck suffer, but my employer has to have a talk with me, as I am an employee who has to work a set shift and also gets insurance through them, so I have to meet their requirements.
This stress, these constant interruptions, my husband constantly in bed because of whatever the issue du-jour is, is leaving me in tears some days. The days when he decides to pull his head out of his sphincter are great...I thrive, kid thrives, he's happy, and we are all happy. But the days he can't or won't get out of bed are just killing me, physically, emotionally, and financially.
I don't know what else to do except vent here in the hopes that it makes me feel better or someone in a similar situation can offer advice.
I used to work nights to help offset the lack of childcare support, but that gets taken advantage of too and I got no sleep and was literally suicidal and a complete wreck.
I live very rural and there are NO job opportunities here without some major commute time and I know for a fact daycare would eat up nearly everything I would be qualified for pay wise. I think this fact alone, this fact that I know I'm kind of locked into this situation, is freaking me out too.
Crap. This was supposed to be a good year...and it was up until my husband said the bank account is at 0 and I THOUGHT we had been living lean. Printed out my year's paystubs and it really hit me hard that I made just a few dollars over $20,000 for the year, and I KNOW I am capable of so much more but I need help with the kid!
I think I'm going to barf.