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Hi ~ I could really use some advice and/or encouragement. I have been a medical transcriptionist for 20 years, working at home for a little more than half of that time. I have always been a shy, quiet person, but I do my best to smile and try to be friendly and always try to be kind to everyone. Today I went to an appointment about a class I'll be taking soon. While waiting for my turn, all of the new students had to sit together in these chairs along the wall. When I walked in I felt they were giving me mean looks, and none of them were friendly to me. My husband thinks I might be exaggerating, but I can tell when someone is giving me mean looks. I smiled and would have said hello to them had they been friendly. There was one other meeting for this class, and one of the women was friendly to me, but she wasn't there today. She seemed nice, and I actually started the conversation with her. Today one of them sat down and quite obviously turned to the side so her back was to me the whole time. I don't feel I am imagining things, I feel they were leaving me out on purpose. I've never been very girly, into makeup, clothes, hair, etc., and I feel people discriminate against me a lot because of this. The people sitting there were wearing nice clothes, had their hair perfect, etc. To be honest even if I wanted perfect hair and clothes right now, I could not afford to get either done which is why I'm getting out of medical transcription.
I guess my point is that I have been nervous about starting a new life outside of transcription, and seeing these people and having it feel like how I was treated in high school all over again really has me nervous and worried about this working out. I know I would be a good student, I always have been, but I was bullied out of high school and just went to a technical school for half of the day which is where I picked up transcription. I think part of the reason my teacher suggested transcription for me is because I was so shy.
Anyway, any advice or words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. I am feeling sick with worry about being in this class now that I have seen my classmates. Thank you in advance!
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