Losing everything I have worked for - Unbelievable Posted: Nov 4th, 2017 - 7:53 pm
I am on my 3rd IC job in which after weeks of working, I have chump change on my check. First two jobs failed to present any paperwork for me to sign, did not collect my SS# and I had not signed nondisclosure agreements. Had to abandon those ships (jobs found on linkedin). AFter 5 months, just found another job at a hospital I worked ffor 2 decades ago.
Now, my internet explorer crashes between every voice file. My BP skyrockets every 3 minutes as I wait and wait and wait, reboot, fine tune, uninstall and reinstall. I have the wrong system, a 1000.00 computer is not able to do my work because of a 64 bit system on a 32 bit IE.
I laid in bed all day trying to escapse this exhausting fear I have. Everything is late. My mtg is late, utlities late. I haver pawned all my jewelry. I cannot get room mate because my house is so messy from injuries to both upper extremitieis and my old age.
I just feel like after 30 years at this job, and never encountering problems such as these before, that we are being toyed with. When you send me a 300 dollar check, does it occur to you that I will be left with no money?
Support is all but gone. I feel like I have been swimming against a current for 6 months and just want to give up. I am sooooo tired of thinking of solutions. Is it not enough I have ability to comprehend what a medical doctor does? No..i must be an expert at everything for a wage which is less than my neighbor, a housekeeper, with her 230 grand home, 3 cars, 2 college educated kids and a lawn care husband. Why? Tax evasion.
I do not even know what to do. I have sold everything. Now, injuried, I cannot pack my things to sell my house. I truly feel lost and I know now why people take their lives; it is unbearable state of nonstop fear.
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