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I don't consider myself a religious person, but I am a spiritual person. Through the years I have prayed on and off. A few months ago a situation arose where i found myself praying more and more and now it is a daily occurence for me. I've gone to this church or that. Grandma was a Sunday school teacher and organ player for our local church, so been to church since I could walk. Went to an episcopal church until 4th grade, a methodist church until 9th grade, took catholic classes (I guess that is what you would call it, met with a priest and had lessons to follow) and went to catholic services til I was 20. Joined the service and went to protestent services with some military friends, went through a year of mormon services and been to a couple jewish services and baptists services. Also followed along with Wicca and Agnostic learnings. So, familar with the church and different religions. Never had a bad experience with any of it.
Okay, sorry, didn't mean to go off course, just was giving a little background on me so that nobody will get an impression that I dislike church. I don't dislike church, I just don't like going anymore. So I'm now sitting here with the movie Jesus of Nazareth playing (a very moving movie). And all these thought's are running through my mind. The most famous is the saying I keep hearing to get "spiritually prepared". I believe, I say the Lords prayer (and rosary when I can remember it :-).) I try to live my life the best I can, I treat others how I want to be treated. Tonight as I was watching this movie one line really struck me - forgive others and you will be forgiven. I sat and the thought immediately came to mind that I need to forgive my husband. It wasn't until tonight that I never forgave him for how he has treated me in the past (not physically abusive, just says mean things over the years). Never forgave him for telling me my family could come to see me and after they bought their tickets he said they couldn't come (things like that). Many years I carried that around and it wasn't until tonight watching the movie I knew that message was directed specifcally for me. Alright sorry again I got side tracked. Will try and get to my thought once and for all.
When I hear people says nobody knows what is going to happen so "prepare yourself spiritually", is there something else I need to do. If so how do I find out what that is. Also, when I pray at night, is there a right way to pray. I say the Lord's prayer (most of the time that's as far as I get before I fall asleep). Pray for good health for friends and family, but that's it. Should I be praying for more? Sometimes I feel very shallow like I should be having a better conversation with Him. Just wondered what it means when people say you need to be spiritually prepared.
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