What good is it - dumbidiot Posted: Dec 1st, 2017 - 4:44 pm
to tell the truth, be a faithful friend only to be stabbed in the back and you find yourself not being upheld by God or anyone. I mean enough is enough, 73 years of being treated this way.
My father taught me to be honest. He also fought for the underdog. Lot of good it does me.
I end up losing my faith, supposed friends and certainly don't t have anyone to stand up for me.
It gets old to be the one always dumped on. I feel most of the time like I have been used, abused and thrown away or I am okay (tolerated) until another person finds something better, then I am dumped.
I am not trying to lean on someone or depend on them, so that is not the problem. My problem seems to be that I want to do what is right yet I end up really hurting.
My depression is really bad and I have had it for 30 years and have in the hospital a few times and spent most of my money in counseling. You can't fix someone's broken heart or spirit.
Now please save your platitudes and blaming me, cause I feel bad enough already.
Maybe one good thing to come out of this sexual stuff is that finally we will be thought of as victims and not told we are survivors. We are victims of someone. I have been many times and I don't much care about this part of Christianity.
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